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Nominated for a 2014 national magazine award for public interest, which honors magazine journalism that illuminates issues of national importance. Adam was at his desk in the second-story bedroom of his familys suburban home when he came across it. He had recently switched file-sharing programs to one that offered more content and faster browsing, and his downloading habit had increased in kind. There was now a constant stream of files whose names included acronyms such as pthc, or pre-teen hardcore. The boy in this video was fair-haired and looked to be about one and a half, his small, naked body tied up to restrict movement.

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A mans torso entered the frame and the child began to scream. As he watched the scene unfold, adam was transfixed, and then quickly revolted he reached over and stopped the video. It wasnt like anything hed witnessed in the two years hed been viewing child pornography. Until now everything hed seen seemed to suggest that the kids liked it, but this toddler was clearly in pain.

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He moved over to his bed, a twin with a sturdy, wooden frame, and lay down on the crumpled blue and white cloud-print sheet. Band posters clung to the surrounding walls. Directly across from the foot of the bed was a bookshelf housing an impressive collection of horror novels. Atop the shelf sat several chess and baseball trophies whose silver sheen had been dulled by dust, and he stared up at them as he tried to process what he had just seen. He felt, he told me later, a combination of anger, sadness, and confusion. Seeing that toddler trussed up and in pain confirmed something hed long suspected but now had to acknowledge. The man in the video was one of those guys they sometimes talked about on the news.

Though adam didnt want to hurt anyone, he knew that, on some level, he was just like him. He was 16 years old, he was a pedophile, and he had to do something about it. We have a few go-to archetypes when it comes to pedophilia there is the playground lurker, the chat-room predator, and the monstrous often religious authority figure. These men are usually middle-aged, unrepentant serial abusers who are caught only after remaining undetected for years. But what about the preceding decades when do these urges first begin to manifestthe diagnostic and statistical manual of mental disorders defines a pedophile as an individual who over a period of at least six months has recurrent, intense sexually arousing fantasies, sexual urges, or behaviors involving sexual activity with a prepubescent child or children. This person also has to have acted on these sexual urges, or the sexual urges or fantasies cause marked distress or interpersonal difficulty, and be at least age 16 years and at least five years older than the child or children involved. Anecdotal evidence suggests that most pedophiles first notice an attraction toward children when they themselves are between 11 and 16, mirroring that of any other sexual awakening. It can be a confusing time for any of us, but imagine realizing that youre attracted to little kids. How do these young men and women negotiate that with no viable role models or support network there is no it gets better for pedophiles.

Are they all fated to end up as child molesters or is it possible for them to live a life without hurting children at alli spoke with experts and asked around online. I came across a site for self-described pedophiles who acknowledged their attraction and wanted help dealing with it. But the men i met were in their 50s and 60s, and id hoped to speak with someone younger, someone still coming to terms with what he was learning about himself. I asked them if they knew anyone like that, and a few weeks later i received an email. Im 18 and non-exclusively attracted to boys and girls of all ages particularly very young ones. I am the leader of a support group for non-offending pedophiles around my age i would be very happy to talk with you. Adam is now 20 his name, like those of other young men in this article, has been changed. He has a slightly chubby build and messy, medium-brown hair.

The first time we spoke at length about his attractions, we were sitting in his old, beat-up car, in the lot of a park near the house he shares with his parents and two older brothers. It had become our regular meeting place.

Outside the car, locals chatted among themselves while herding frisky labradors and weimaraners into the backs of jeeps two kids roughhoused in the dirt next to us until their father asked them to stop. Talking about his pedophilic urges, adam refused to look me in the eye, though he often stole glances when he thought i wasnt looking. He first noticed his attraction toward young children when he was 11. Hed developed a crush on a kindergartener at school, a boy, his desire fueled by brief, furtive glimpses of him in the halls. By the time he reached 16, his sexual interest in kids had become more defined.

He found himself attracted primarily to boys between three and seven and girls aged five to eight. When i pressed him about what he finds most attractive in a child, he shifted in the car seat from side to side, and eventually managed to say small body, hairless legs, you know, things like that like small genitalia. But there is a strong emotional pull, a potent idea of innocence that, he explained, is far more intoxicating than anatomy. A lot of us tend to have, i think, unrealistic views of kids, he said. To the point that theyre kind of angelic. This purity, he told me, is what keeps in check his urge to act on his desires. I see an innocence in children that would be violated, he said. It is why the video of the toddler, out of everything hed seen, rattled him.

There was no denying that the boy was being debased. The bound child was wailing as the man defecated on him, though his cries were soon replaced with choking splutters as his abuser began urinating in his mouth.

I wanted to reach through the computer screen and kill the person, adam said. I was just so horrified at what i saw. I asked him what happened in the days and weeks after hed watched the video, and he admitted he didnt stop downloading child porn straight away. He tried his best to abstain, often going weeks, but would end up back in front of the computer. He scoured the internet looking for a way to help him break his porn addiction and deal with his attraction to children, and ended up at a general mental health forum.

This site stated that new visitors must offer an introductory message. I know that pedophiles dont choose to be pedophiles, he wrote. I didnt want my attraction. I dont want my attraction.